I closed my heart,
I hoped to die.
I never looked
Into her eyes.
I never felt
This way before,
I never opened
Closed door..
…and killed time.
I sold my hopes.
Got paid with pain,
I wanted more,
And I’m still getting
All my scars
When I just start
To think of us.
To be the strongest,
Truthful man –
It’s hard,
But this is who I am.
And this is what
I meant to be
If ever can
Give love for free.
But I can not,
My heart is closed.
It’s cold, it’s frozen.
Furthermore,
All I can say,
I’ll say again:
It’s not a game.
I like my pain.
I like the way
I feel myself.
Don’t worry
Of my mental health.
Don’t judge me right
Just do me wrong,
I love and like
This kind of songs.
I share the same,
I feel it comes,
Dark matter is inside our souls.
Let’s keep it safe,
For both of us,
Hide our nature under masks,
Keep our feelings in the cell,
Without them we both feel well.
We both agree.
We make our turns.
We understand
How much it costs
And how expensive this can be
If one of us will set all feelings free.